Monday, March 18, 2013

how come people move on so fast,
i wonder how they do that.i want to move on too.
but i dont know what stopping me from moving on.
my heart keep aching. i hope one day its gonna be okay :')

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

i know i dont like you anymore, i know i dont care anymore, i know you're just my past.
but what with this feelings, i really dont get it. my heart ache everywhere.
shouldnt i be happy that she have move on too, why am i still confused.
what am i confused about?
am i jealous that she have found her happiness, while im still stuck here.
maybe im still refusing to accept reality, why am i living in denial.
i wish i can erase all my past, no memory about the past.
i wish i can find happiness , someone show me the way.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

you shouldnt have say that you like me,
when you already have a boyfriend.
why are being so cruel to me.
why didnt you tell me you belong to someone else.

if i know this from the very beginning,
wouldnt let myself fall in love with you.
how stupid am i to think youre the one.
you guys are all the same.

is it fun?
hope youre enjoying this.
sorry for being so stupid.

Sunday, January 13, 2013



putus harapan ku.sakit yang teramat sakit.
kalau tahu sakit begini, tidak ku bermain cinta.
kalau tahu siksa begini, tidak aku menyanyangimu.

kalau dah tak suka jujurlah padaku,
kalau dah berpunya katakan padaku,
jangan biarkan ku merana dalam sembilu,
usah buatku menagih kasih sayangmu.

kalau kau benar dah berpunya,
dengan hati yang ikhlas akan ku cuba melupakanmu,
sedaya upayaku.tidak mahu aku merosakkan kebahagian
yang telah kau cipta itu.


Saturday, January 12, 2013

okay can. i've decided to put all the emo shit on this blog.
SAD right now, just read someone twitter and she said she have a twitter crush.
didnt know it will hurt this much.lately we didnt talk at all,
maybe you didnt have any feelings for me anymore.
i wish i can tell you that i love you.
i wish i can call you every night and talk random shit.
i wish we can go out together one day.
so many wishes, that i wish for,
but will any of the wish come true.
now that i love you, i cant get you out of my mind.
friend youre making me crazy.

Saturday, January 5, 2013

(#yongxingkorkor)

hahaizz. lately i've been thinking,am i really a guy,a man.
i dont really do what a are guy supposed to do,man im totally suck.
maybe im a women trap in a guys body. hmm.thats bullshit.

i admit, im a little insecure and a little possessive.
i get jealous easily. like seriously.
i know you're not mine,
but when you talk to someone else,damn, i feel jealous.
What can i do. im no one to you.